the same old family problem. fcuk.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 9:34 PM
I hear problems again. I hear my aunt discussing it with my parents again. I hate this. It adds up so much stress and tension to my home. Fcuk.Here's the story;if you happen to have a sickly grandpa at another country. Yes, i really mean sickly. Cancer, diabetes, kidney failure, eyes problems, and all the horrible kind of illness you can think of.Suffering in the cold hospital when he has life dangers. Pitied him for he has to take so many medicines! Sympethised him for he's old already.The adults, has to pay for the huge sum of medical bills. However...If this POOR, PITYFUL OLD MAN, were those kind who pisses you off so much that you hope he died in the first place, rather than burdening you with all those attitudes and problems, how would you feel? And i really mean BAD ATTITUDE. Roar.So what if you're the elder?! Big fuck?My parents and other adults paying fucking a lot of money to pay your fucking medical bills.You're ungrateful and this is how you REPAY US!Scolding mean things and give sarcastic remarks.Is this how you should repay us? You fucking dumb and brainless old ass. Use your pathetic tiny little brains and consious, use your hand and lean it on your chest. THINK THROUGHLY! Have you ever even felt guilty about all these? All you do is to complain and expect people to understand your situaion.Selfish old man. Nb. You only think for yourself and not for others. Not even a bit! What's more, they're your family! You're a burden, this is how i think. YES YOU ARE! Dumb fuck. All you do is to create more troubles.I know it's wrong to think this way, but you forced me to.- thinking why can't you just die off quickly and not burden the rest. AND NOT EVEN THANKFUL FOR ALL THE THINGS AND HARDWORK THE ADULTS ARE DOING FOR YOU. Sucker.Ok, i'm just trying to vent out the anger. Things are not supposed to be in this way. Why just can't he understand the situation we're in too? Not taking good care of himself, giving up on himself, "destroying" himself by doing things he's not supposed to.Here we are giving our very best to help, yet you give sacarstic bullshits. I'm sick of your nonsense.