The Truth Reveals.
Sunday, March 22, 2009 @ 7:02 PM
Ha!!!!THE STRONG, DOMINATING, MIGHTY JINGHUI IS SO SO SO BACK!Hell yea.The truth reveals, it ALWAYS does and today's the fateful day that I came to know about it.ALL OF THEM.The pieces of this shitty puzzle are back in their original places.So it has actually already happened EARLIER, FASTER than I guessed and expected.Can't believe that I'm the fool again.So I was investing so much for so long, for nothing. No, not nothing, for my happy ending.Why get bothered by what I write?If nothing wrong is done to smear the good name, what else is there to fear or get pissed?I see regretfulness in the future.I see worse things coming.I predict it will happen.Even if it doesn't, nothing better will come out of it either.Hmm... Sigh. I did the right choice.Initially I thought that is was the right choice for us, it's supposed to be!But now, I see it as the right choice for me.The more I think, the angrier and stupid I feel.I could have taken ... ... ... ... ... ...BUT I DIDN'T, and I don't intend to cause deep inside I know it's too despicable to do so.I don't want to set my level lower.AND I SPENT SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, EAT-LESS DAYS for all these.K, whatever - It's all in the past. LEAVE IT.DON'T ASK, I appreciate that, I only need some space to write out my personal feelings.In case you forget, this is an online journal.