Wednesday, March 18, 2009 @ 9:34 PM
Ying wei wo ai ni, suo yi fang ni zuo.
Wo de xin hao tong, wo hao ruo.
Ni zai ye bu bi na me xin ku.
Cause I no longer feel your love for me, so why bug you?
I totally broke down, we two were hugging each other crying.
But I had to be the bad girl, I had to hardened my heart and leave you.
Because I love you, so I want the best for you.
I'm sorry too.
Does anybody knows how hurtful is it?
That my hand was being held, hoped to be able to stay but I still left
because if I don't, I'll get softened and make another regretful move.
Am I stupid? I'm looking for sorrows myself isn't it?
Somebody take away all my memories, so I won't have to suffer so much.
My eyes keeps getting flooded and overflow.
On and off, on and off. I reckon I'll go blind one day.
Small details and certain places still makes me remind of you.
& then I'll start crying again.
Even though things were returned, but memories are the killers.
I'm uber foolish, until now I'm still thinking if there's another way out for us?
When I'm the one who did all the bad things.
Wo hao she bu de T.T
I'm sorry, I can only rant here as much as I want.
Bear with me.