Randomness.
Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 8:12 PM
Have been feelin' like a living zombie lately, and it sucks totally to be one.The great outcome of good work feels shiok 'cause a slight load is off my mind, but there's more coming and more to move on with.I constantly remind myself to quit slacking and start doing!But doesn't really work well. ZZ.Presentation for tomorrow should be quite simple to handle with, but have to reach school by 8.30? ZOMG, half of my life would be gone T^TVAS's Wire sculpture; no shits has started off lol.The thought of those wires and pain just terrifies me!90% of it will have to be done by Tuesday when the submission is on Friday -.-They're a ferocious pair of mad bull LOL.It'e emerging, stronger and more each time.*headache*My stand starts to shaken already.I've got to stay firm.Wo xian zai hao xiang chu yu zai wan de xin tai, shi bu dui de.Both perspective of my brain are fighting so wildy, madly, & if a provokation were to come I will get mentally disturbed. *SCREAMS, faints*WTF :/One side say ... ... ... While another says ... ... ...(If you know, you know. If you don't, means you don't. Too bad.)!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@!~!@#$%^&*()_++_)(*&^%$#@@@@@!!!!!!!!!!
Last night I had a weird and blurry dream, but still clear enough for me to recognise some people inside of it. Humph.
It went just like the way I wanted it to be and forsee how it would happen in the future!
Yes, just be like the way in the dream.
The vengeful feeling gets stronger but yet to overwhelm me.
I'm only waitin', it may happen or it may not.
But if in any case it does, Imma grab hold of that reason to punish the-unforgivable.
Forgive me, 'cause this vengeful feeling never lets me off until I do something.
I'll try to minimise the hurt caused.
'Cause people like you always does things that I can never accept.
So if I have the change, so if I dared, I'll do it the same right back at you.
& don't worry to that particular you, I won't make use of you.