Depressed or overly-concerned?
Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 11:17 PM
School and friends got me so into them, eventually drew my attention away from family.I had to admit that I'm more attached to the outside world.Though I'm always concerned about home affairs and did try to hold fair share of worries, but never could do much to help.I feel so helpless and depressed about it.Everything that cost rised, I know I'm the major reason behind it.Everyone has to go along my flow of way.I'm sick of homework when I stepped into the house and I heard my mum telling me what rised, what increased what needs to pay and some bills have to be careful, my mind just went blank zz.All the while I'm impressed by people who can handle money well, 'cause I'm not good at it lol.Eeeeeyer, just feel so useless and depressed la wtf ):Ok throw my weak feelings aside, I have to get stupid ONOW essay done.I barely even started it -.-It's rubbish.The only thing that wasn't so depressing today so far was I got a B grade for my group presentation.Got to aim higher but also keep my feet steady on the ground!Want doesn't mean Can.
Can doesn't mean Want.
Lots of things are restricted & restrained due to arguing of reasons.
Life's like this, face it.