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Madly stucked.
Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 5:18 PM
HELP MEEEEE~
I've got no idea at all, not that researching doesn't help.
Just that I don't feel the kind of feeling.
The feeling whereby I can get inspiration and have new idea.
TSK, nothing coming out!!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME AHHHHH @_@?!?!?!
Wth, feeling sibeh pathetic.
Kar nee de nar.
Ok la not totally nothing, I've got bits and pieces of images but they're not complete ideas.
So what can I really do with them?! :///
T^T OTL!
I need to go out and get some fresh air, I seriously do.
BUT WHAT TO DO OUTSIDE?! HAIYA FED UP -.-
& back in msn got some buggers fucking irritating come irritate me at the wrong time on the wrong topic with the wrong way to speak to me.
YOU'RE SO DEAD THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU MAN.
I'm pissed, very very pissed, uh-huh I really am!
Remember that! (I wrote it here so as to remind myself not to forget too)
Kar nee de nar.
Wait, another update.
SOMEBODY LEFT!
Without giving a proper goodbye.
Guess what, Grace and I planned to send her off at the airport, at least let us give a nice farewell.
But that SOMEBODY wouldn't let us, giving us stupid reasons like; I won't be able to hold back my tears, I wanna leave secretly.
So without knowing the time, which terminal, which city in CANADA would she be arriving,
solely based on what we analyzed from her talkings' details in the past few days,
we went to the airport IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT around 2am!!
We cabbed there, just to wish to see her off for the last time.
BUT SHE DIE DIE DONT WANT LET US KNOW EVEN AFTER SHE SAID SHE CHECKED IN!
How daring, what nerves huh sister!!
Despite what we've been through this half a year sister, despite we rushed there like some mad people just to see you off.
You turned us away without a proper goodbye, not even letting us see you for a second.
I was very depressed for a moment back there.
Except that you still had the heart to call us before you left your house.
Sigh.
Grace and I practically begged you to give us a little more detail so that we could know more.
But still don't wanna tell us.
Here we are worrying 'bout your safety there.
What the hell la ))):
I'm still holding onto 30% of hope that we would see you visiting us on Monday.
By then I'll get my taxi fare from you girl, I still kept the receipt with me!
Grace's one cost a bomb, lol. I could buy a dress with that.
Now I wanna hear from you very soon girl, very soon.
You'd better be safe and good.
I'll get very angry and fly to Canada once I have the money to lecture you if you're not doing well.
I'll scold, lecture, beat, cry 'till I vomit on you!
'Cause the situations we've been through is truly W-T-F.
You know it well.
We all know it uber well.
Take care, SOMEBODY.
Be good, be strong, be careful!
p/s: sorry for this super long post.
p/s/s: that SOMEBODY is IRENE TAN!
p/s/s/s: YES SHE LEFT, for Canada! Never coming back.
p/s/s/s/s: I sneaked out from the house to cab to the airport with him.
First time in my entire life I sneaked out in the middle of the night.
I've got no idea at all, not that researching doesn't help.
Just that I don't feel the kind of feeling.
The feeling whereby I can get inspiration and have new idea.
TSK, nothing coming out!!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME AHHHHH @_@?!?!?!
Wth, feeling sibeh pathetic.
Kar nee de nar.
Ok la not totally nothing, I've got bits and pieces of images but they're not complete ideas.
So what can I really do with them?! :///
T^T OTL!
I need to go out and get some fresh air, I seriously do.
BUT WHAT TO DO OUTSIDE?! HAIYA FED UP -.-
& back in msn got some buggers fucking irritating come irritate me at the wrong time on the wrong topic with the wrong way to speak to me.
YOU'RE SO DEAD THE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU MAN.
I'm pissed, very very pissed, uh-huh I really am!
Remember that! (I wrote it here so as to remind myself not to forget too)
Kar nee de nar.
Wait, another update.
SOMEBODY LEFT!
Without giving a proper goodbye.
Guess what, Grace and I planned to send her off at the airport, at least let us give a nice farewell.
But that SOMEBODY wouldn't let us, giving us stupid reasons like; I won't be able to hold back my tears, I wanna leave secretly.
So without knowing the time, which terminal, which city in CANADA would she be arriving,
solely based on what we analyzed from her talkings' details in the past few days,
we went to the airport IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT around 2am!!
We cabbed there, just to wish to see her off for the last time.
BUT SHE DIE DIE DONT WANT LET US KNOW EVEN AFTER SHE SAID SHE CHECKED IN!
How daring, what nerves huh sister!!
Despite what we've been through this half a year sister, despite we rushed there like some mad people just to see you off.
You turned us away without a proper goodbye, not even letting us see you for a second.
I was very depressed for a moment back there.
Except that you still had the heart to call us before you left your house.
Sigh.
Grace and I practically begged you to give us a little more detail so that we could know more.
But still don't wanna tell us.
Here we are worrying 'bout your safety there.
What the hell la ))):
I'm still holding onto 30% of hope that we would see you visiting us on Monday.
By then I'll get my taxi fare from you girl, I still kept the receipt with me!
Grace's one cost a bomb, lol. I could buy a dress with that.
Now I wanna hear from you very soon girl, very soon.
You'd better be safe and good.
I'll get very angry and fly to Canada once I have the money to lecture you if you're not doing well.
I'll scold, lecture, beat, cry 'till I vomit on you!
'Cause the situations we've been through is truly W-T-F.
You know it well.
We all know it uber well.
Take care, SOMEBODY.
Be good, be strong, be careful!
p/s: sorry for this super long post.
p/s/s: that SOMEBODY is IRENE TAN!
p/s/s/s: YES SHE LEFT, for Canada! Never coming back.
p/s/s/s/s: I sneaked out from the house to cab to the airport with him.
First time in my entire life I sneaked out in the middle of the night.