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Unbelievable
Saturday, September 12, 2009 @ 1:34 AM
It's 1am on the dot.
I can't force myself to sleep, though ironically I feel so dead.
I don't know what to do to entertain myself.
I listen to this song and I started crying badly, what the heck?
Unbelievable by Craig David.
I've been hiding...
How long can all these cover up for you?
You jolly well knew you needed more than the passed time to heal,
and you know that it's more difficult that the previous one.
Are you blaming? Because you have no where else to blame?
Do you feel miserable 'cause you've got no place to let the hate out?
You wished you could take revenge, but chances won't give in even
though you've been waiting.
Just stay 'normal' as it is for now, it's not a right time to mention
about past that's not worth mentioning, even though it once held a
massive amount of meaning in your life.
Don't unleash the inner hate, don't regret, it's your choice before.
Blame yourself for being foolish, a naive fool believing things would change.
'Cause right now at this very moment, you know you're working hard
for a new start. Don't spoil this new start, cherish it well.
No matter how hard it is, just do it.
Don't feel doubtful, have trust and faith.
Gather all the strength you have and focus well.
If you don't, you know you're going to collaspe, again.
If this ever happens again, the crumbling that's going to take place
may cause you another wound, another scar.
Be the one that do all your best, be the one to suffer in order to gain.
It's a promise, that the results would be heart-warming, which is the sensation
you've been searching for...
Give yourself a soft pat on the head, encourage yourself, move on strongly.
Why? Because afterall...
You know you need, you know you love, you know you can't leave.
Him.
Don't make another mistake again.
Lol I can't stop tearing. But I'll be fine! :D
I got stronger, because of you and you (:
I can't force myself to sleep, though ironically I feel so dead.
I don't know what to do to entertain myself.
I listen to this song and I started crying badly, what the heck?
Unbelievable by Craig David.
I've been hiding...
How long can all these cover up for you?
You jolly well knew you needed more than the passed time to heal,
and you know that it's more difficult that the previous one.
Are you blaming? Because you have no where else to blame?
Do you feel miserable 'cause you've got no place to let the hate out?
You wished you could take revenge, but chances won't give in even
though you've been waiting.
Just stay 'normal' as it is for now, it's not a right time to mention
about past that's not worth mentioning, even though it once held a
massive amount of meaning in your life.
Don't unleash the inner hate, don't regret, it's your choice before.
Blame yourself for being foolish, a naive fool believing things would change.
'Cause right now at this very moment, you know you're working hard
for a new start. Don't spoil this new start, cherish it well.
No matter how hard it is, just do it.
Don't feel doubtful, have trust and faith.
Gather all the strength you have and focus well.
If you don't, you know you're going to collaspe, again.
If this ever happens again, the crumbling that's going to take place
may cause you another wound, another scar.
Be the one that do all your best, be the one to suffer in order to gain.
It's a promise, that the results would be heart-warming, which is the sensation
you've been searching for...
Give yourself a soft pat on the head, encourage yourself, move on strongly.
Why? Because afterall...
You know you need, you know you love, you know you can't leave.
Him.
Don't make another mistake again.
Lol I can't stop tearing. But I'll be fine! :D
I got stronger, because of you and you (: