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Screw it.
Monday, October 5, 2009 @ 3:44 AM
At 9.51pm, I switched off my baby and go to bed.
I'm FINALLY feeling sleepy during a right time.
I can fucking see obvious and huge eye bags.
At 12.49am, Irene Tan called me! Zzz.
I was reluctant to pick up that call 'cause I finally fell asleep.
But I still picked up 'cause DCMD students are going off
to Kuantan for school trip, she and Grace won't be around
until 8th Oct!
Talked for 2 mintues and call ended.
I tried to sleep again.
Up until 3.21am, I kept trying to sleep.
I checked my phone for SMS but nothing came in.
I came online too.
At 3.30am, I'M FUCKING BLOGGING HERE BECAUSE I CAN'T SLEEP ALREADY.
BECAUSE I'M SO SCREWED AND CAN'T FUCKING STOP THINKING ABOUT THINGS.
WHY??? KAR NEE DE NAR.
My tiny little brain, has all the images and memories flashing back.
ALL THE PROMISES THAT YOU TOLD ME.
You're the one coming to me, helping me to get through the pain I've suffered previously.
You're the one promising me here and there.
Those are the reasons why I've got you.
You said you will make it last, but I don't know what are you thinking right now.
I'm feel so screwed now that I can't cry (:
& I used to be able to rely on you, sheng, erlin and many more friends for help the other time.
But this time, I feel I'm facing this alone.
I'm FINALLY feeling sleepy during a right time.
I can fucking see obvious and huge eye bags.
At 12.49am, Irene Tan called me! Zzz.
I was reluctant to pick up that call 'cause I finally fell asleep.
But I still picked up 'cause DCMD students are going off
to Kuantan for school trip, she and Grace won't be around
until 8th Oct!
Talked for 2 mintues and call ended.
I tried to sleep again.
Up until 3.21am, I kept trying to sleep.
I checked my phone for SMS but nothing came in.
I came online too.
At 3.30am, I'M FUCKING BLOGGING HERE BECAUSE I CAN'T SLEEP ALREADY.
BECAUSE I'M SO SCREWED AND CAN'T FUCKING STOP THINKING ABOUT THINGS.
WHY??? KAR NEE DE NAR.
My tiny little brain, has all the images and memories flashing back.
ALL THE PROMISES THAT YOU TOLD ME.
You're the one coming to me, helping me to get through the pain I've suffered previously.
You're the one promising me here and there.
Those are the reasons why I've got you.
You said you will make it last, but I don't know what are you thinking right now.
I'm feel so screwed now that I can't cry (:
& I used to be able to rely on you, sheng, erlin and many more friends for help the other time.
But this time, I feel I'm facing this alone.