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Saturday, December 19, 2009 @ 1:15 AM
Hmmm...I really want things to be like what I'm thinking about. But it seems hard. Everybody doesn't want their ego getting hurt nor the walls they built being scratched.But I miss being with everyone, every single one's presence.I miss it so much; like as if it's no longer a truth. It's fantasy.Ok sounds exaggerating, lol whatever let me feel emo once in a while la huh.Haha. Strong girl needs breaks too.But I don't know why, my mood isn't improving. Not as bad as going to cry though? It's stuck in between. So it isn't any better anyway -.-Maybe I'm pondering too much. Let's just not pin on too much hope.Higher hopes, crushes more badly when being let down.I'm don't wanna be damaged again. I dyed my hair again, looks much better than the previous one.The quality's better too (Y) Woolala.I need to get my things done quickly.As always, I plan, I take and do, and get everything right in place.It never fails. I won't let it.I wanna study overseas after poly.
Is it possible?
Give me a peace of mind, pretty please.