Whispers hello, I miss you quite terribly.
Saturday, January 2, 2010 @ 3:18 AM
It's 3.05 am.
I can't sleep, I'm not doing my work either, and I guess I know why.
How stupid of me, I know where the problem lies but I can't make myself to resolve it.
I was being selective, and read some old post on my blog.
How sweet those days were, how unexpectedly of me to become like that, how much I gave in.
It's already been a year.
I still clearly recall what was I doing a year before this year's events.
我觉得好无奈,哭得心好痛。
怕寂寞,怕伤痛,怕拥有,怕失去。
好好的一个人,怎会变成这样?
This kind of symptoms would only make me wonder, how much longer am I going to take?
My tissue supply is depleting rapidly.